(Don't worry, it will be temporary, I think.)

[For those who were mentioned, you can go down to where I make the mentions :3]

Before continuing with a very long message, I want to say three things.

1-

I'm really grateful to @bl00dy-seraphim617, who apparently loved the drawing so much that she decided to Featured it at Tuesday Takeover :3! (Sending hugs, thanks. When I was drawing this, I truly thought it would be one of the best drawings I've ever done. It's a shame it wasn't released on Frontpage.)

2-

Thanks to the Featured on Tuesday Takeover, I started to grow more, which means we're almost at 70 Fans! (For which I'm kind of grateful, since, while some were through dirty tricks, the rest came with hard work and dedication, no F4F = Follow 4 Follow!)

3-

I really appreciate the people who are drawing me birthday pictures. I'm really feeling very unmotivated about what that day would be like (because I consider it something ordinary, nothing special, because of everything I suffered and continue to suffer, it's no longer something special, just like New Year's or Christmas).

Now, with the message in the title:

Sometimes, it's better to take some time, whether for mental health, time, or lack of motivation, mine being the former.

Lately, I've been feeling like a total mess, unconsciously envying others, especially because I'm having a problem with three people (who, I don't mind telling you their names, are ElRandomGMD, VixyOnline, and Guardian7Uremake, which, I hate the first two). It's not a big deal, really. Although I was bothering and annoying the first person without realizing it, I've already figured out the reasons why.

Furthermore, I'm further demotivated by the fact that some of my fans are theirs, and therefore, if something happens, they stop following me. I don't mind that much, but if it affects me in the future (whether I do a collaboration, start a conversation or become friends with someone, etc.), especially if they are Ghost Fans (They just follow me and that's it, and they don't see my drawings, which have had a drop in popularity, excluding the ONM drawing).

So I've decided to stay away from Newgrounds, and a bit from Discord, to be able to enjoy the three weeks of vacation I have, so I can rebuild my life (I have anxiety, I can have moments of depression, and I'm also susceptible to emotional dependency, especially if a person starts a conversation with someone I hate, which affects me a lot. I also get stressed easily, I get daily headaches, horrible low self-esteem, and obviously, thoughts of ending my life), I know that several people don't It won't matter, given what I've said, but there's probably a tiny part of it that cares about what's happening to me.

I've been dealing with that suffering since 2022-2023 (Ah, my perfection also started to suffer in 2021, I think), which hasn't let me sleep peacefully. It wasn't until this year that my parents got serious about taking me to a psychologist. I still have to go, but let's hope to heal everything I wanted to heal, which never healed in all this time.

I'm so grateful to the people who've followed my journey so far, who liked the drawings I'm making (which I'll continue to do. I'll be improving my drawing techniques, possibly making moving drawings, but I won't be posting them on Newgrounds, but possibly on DeviantArt, so keep an eye on my DeviantArt!)

Let me make this clear: I'll be inactive until June 19th. I don't know how long, possibly until the holidays are over, or later. I have no idea. For now, I'll be interacting more with the community, because tomorrow I'll be shutting down.

So, as I go, I want to leave a nice message for several of you (in the original language):

@choconyan - 最初に信頼できる人の一人になってくれてありがとう。本当に感謝しています。そして、どんな形でも私をサポートしてくれて、孤独な私に寄り添ってくれたことにも感謝しています。:3 (あなたが私をフォロー解除したのも無理はないですね :C, まあ、大丈夫だよ、結局私たちはまだ友達だよ :3)

@GeeGuy - Agradeço por você ser uma das poucas e também a primeira pessoa em quem eu pude confiar, por tentar me apoiar, me dar conselhos e também tentar me fazer feliz de todas as maneiras possíveis. Agradeço muito :3

@Triple-G - I really appreciate the trust and faith you had in me by scouting me on the Art Portal. I was very happy knowing I was at a good level of quality, and that I could continue even more. Thank you so much :3

@CaioAdriel - Claro, continuaremos conversando no Discord! Agradeço muito como você está me ajudando com conselhos e suas próprias experiências para que eu possa seguir em frente sem sofrimento! Além disso, você também me deu companhia onde eu mais precisava. Muito obrigada :3

@Camii10 - Aunque tenga mis diferencias, mis defectos, y, pueda resultarte fastidioso o insoportable, tienes mucha paciencia conmigo, tratas de ayudarme, quieres si o si brindarme compañia, y se ve el amor y cariño que me tienes, te amu muchisimo hermanita >3<, que ojala sigamos juntas por muchisisimo tiempo :333

@LizGuy74, @StitchMiss, @MOHD5aqer, @draininkiss - I really appreciate you wanting to enter the ONM Collab for 20 years! Come on! Next year it might be for Kuru Kuru Shuffle, or for Kuromi's Pretty Journey :3! Who knows? Also for liking the art I do :3 (Especially Lizguy74 who commented on several works of art, great man!)

@KungFuCarafu - Thank you again for the fact that you loved the drawing I made of you XD (one of the best drawings I've done, and possibly the era where I do moving drawings >:3), and well, to take advantage of the fact that we can share things in common ;3, I hope we can share a beautiful friendship, because these are one of the very few times where I don't send a request or try to start a conversation, I really appreciate it. I like your series, hopefully at some point I can be a voice actor for your project (And hopefully for dubbing too, it would be incredible to dub the series!)

@ALunaticBoi - On Discord doing the Manga XD, also, to thank you for wanting to be part of the EMD project! I know this project will be at the top of all mangas >:D :eyes::eyes:

And a thank you to the fans who like the content I make :D, I appreciate you >3<

And that's it! I really put in the effort to make this ULTRA LONG message, and hopefully, in the future, we'll all meet again, with new skills acquired (I'll be improving my music composition, also adding vocals, and making music in the Odetari style, practicing animation, and of course, practicing programming and drawing. Programming will be the major I'll pursue in college).

So, well, my beautiful and lovely people, I'll see you in two days on my 15th birthday, baiiiii!

(I'm writing this while kicking myself while listening to "What's up, People!?" and "Zetsubou Billy," some great songs from the final chapters of Death Note!)

(me in my 15th birthday dress haha~)

(yep, thats me, my BFF @Camii10 and you with a cake :3)

There are already 4 days left until my birthday, which I'm not that excited about (since I don't consider that day something special or important, no, just a normal day) but it still doesn't mean I should share cake with all of you :3

And if you're noticing, I've been doing this since I was born, so I'm gender fluid! (My BFF is Pansexual uvu) I like being both male and female :3 That's why I wear a floral dress and heels ;3

If you want, I'll leave you a real-life photo of me for anyone who wants to draw me on those dates ;3 (It's not mandatory, if you want and can, do it :3 And if you can, WITH KUROMI'S THINGS >:3 The clothes can be anything, be it gothic, technological, wild, I have no idea, it's up to you, and for now the male part is not there, since only the torso part is drawn upwards, and, I plan to put some things, for now it is only my feminine part ;3)

I'll be on vacation, but I'll be sharing updates about new drawings and the manga I'm working on!

YES! WHAT YOU READ!

July 2024. On the "PoweredByM" account (an abandoned account where I'll upload the comics, as it's the group's account), a promo was posted for my next project: a satanic, satirical, bloody, and profound DMC-style series called EntitiesMayDie: WE NEVER DIE. Three protagonists will join them, unjustly imprisoned in the depths of Hell, seeking revenge on their archenemies from elementary school.

Originally, a pilot for the series was going to be released, but unfortunately, no animator was found. Therefore, I'm pleased to announce that I'll be working on these new mangas (or comics) that present the story in a more intellectual way.

Prepare for hell... </3

(Another thing, even though I'm a main artist for Sanrio, which I will maintain, I will no longer socialize with artists who have to do with this Sanrio thing, since I've met several along the way, and they left me with a bad taste in my mouth, especially because they draw very sick and/or repulsive NSFW, like fetishes, which I dislike and hate, and they put me off socializing and discovering new Sanrio artists. For now, I don't want to socialize with those kinds of people anymore, just fans, nothing more.)

I'm coming back after wanting to end my life :D

I really wasn't thinking about coming back. I was tired of all the abuse I've received from family, classmates, friends, and even teachers who made me feel horrible (especially since I'm always lonely, and nobody wants to help me :3). But, I still have a lot of drawings left before I retire :3!!!! (I have no idea what I'd do with my life, whether to retire or not, idk).

I have several drawings pending that I haven't drawn yet, which will come out in the coming weeks :33333, stay tuned!!!!

Yes, that's right! I opened the commissions!!!

WOAHHH!!! 55 FANS!? I'm really grateful for the fact that, 2 years on Newgrounds, I'm now seeing results here.

I'm really thinking about opening commissions because I think I'm ready. Well, I was going to wait to get my graphics tablet and then open them, but it doesn't matter what tools I have, whether it's a mouse or a tablet, I already know advanced tools in Krita!!!

And really, the Sanrio art I do is good, but I want to implement two new art styles. They may seem generic, but I'm waiting for the right moment to do them, and I'd like to practice drawing what people ask for, that way I make money!!!

So, what are you waiting for >:3? Commission meeeeee.

"Do you want to join this nice collab? Onegai...!?"

- My Melody

Hello everyone! Some people already know me, but I'm Kuru~ Mimmy (I can't change my name :C) and I'm here to introduce you (with HamtarOso):

What is this collab for?

This collab is to celebrate the 20 years (since April 3, 2005) since the first episode aired! Also to let you know what this wonderful anime is all about!

What is the Anime about?

(Basic description of the first chapter and the Anime in general)

Kuromi and Baku are prisoners in Maryland, with the help of several instruments (The Melody Key and the Melody Violin) they manage to escape from prison to go to the human world to cause mischief.

My Melody, falsely blamed for "helping accomplices", is sent by the King and Queen with a wand called the Melody-Wand to the human world to prevent Kuromi from causing trouble.

There, on her first trip, she meets Uta Yumeno, a normal 14-year-old girl who attends Yumegaoka High School, who, wanting to play the violin to impress her crush, Keiichi Hiragi, is Kuromi's first victim by making her wish of playing the violin very good come true, but at a high cost.

With the help of the Melody-Wand, My Melody manages to end that nightmare, and with Uta, her friends and her sisters, they will go on an adventure to stop Kuromi's pranks so that the city of Yumegaoka will be a place where people can dream freely.

Collab Rules

By means of a large drawing (representing the first two seasons, Original and Kuru Kuru Shuffle!) the following rules will be followed:

⦁ If you want to participate, you must send a message that you want to participate, ALSO SAY WHICH CHARACTER YOU ARE GOING TO CHOOSE! (To avoid problems and setbacks with already repeated characters)

⦁ The character drawing must have good or excellent quality in transparent

⦁ The lighting of the character to which you are assigned goes on top (This is optional if you do not know how to do lighting or shadows, it can be flat colored)

⦁ The character style is free, you can combine any style or your own!

⦁ Copying poses or some accessories is accepted, but tracing or plagiarism is not accepted, you must be creative to draw something nice :3!

⦁ Character variants are accepted, BUT ONLY FROM THE ANIME! IT CANNOT BE YOUR OWN!

⦁ Characters will be assigned depending on those two seasons, if you have said you want to participate, and assigned by us, so characters from Sukkiri or Kirara are not accepted, nor are drawings accepted without having asked to participate, much less sending a character other than the one we had asked for (if you want to change, please contact me through the message box on my profile)

⦁ Drawings are sent through the message box on my Newgrounds profile, and can be published on your own profile.

List of Onegai My Melody Original and Kuru Kuru Shuffle! characters

(Some are not there to avoid unnecessary characters, only the names will be provided, but not the description and other qualities):

• My Melody [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Kuromi [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Baku [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Flat [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Piano [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Rhythm [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• King Zou [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Queen Rumi [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Primer Minister [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Nyanmi and Wanmi [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Konmi and Chummi [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Uta Yumeno [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Miki Sakuramuza [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Mana Fujisaki [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Keiichi Hiiragi [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Kakeru Kogure [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Kanade Yumeno [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Koto Yumeno [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Kurumi Nui (Although Kurumi is Kuromi in human version, she is drawn separately) [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Bunny Eared Mask (Like Kurumi Nui, she is Keiichi Hiiragi's alter, which is also drawn separately) [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Hello Kitty (For this character, you must go to the Wiki to take the style, since the pose will be fixed to the one presented in ONM) [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Jun Hiiragi [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Spirit Of The Dark Power [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• The Guards [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Harinezumi (Like Hello Kitty, you must go to the Wiki to take the style, since the pose will be fixed to the one presented in ONM) [TAKEN] [FINISHED]
• Bako (Not to be confused with Baku Jr.) [TAKEN]
• Masahiko Yumeno [TAKEN]
• My Melody's Mama and Papa (It would come in duo) [ALL TAKEN] [ALL FINISHED]
• Aoi Kakitsubata and Rei Kakitsubata (It is obligatory in duo) [TAKEN] [FINISHED]

And with this, they would be the characters (for more information: go to the Wiki) TO COORDINATE THOSE WHO CHOSE CHARACTERS WHO ARE A DUO OR TEAM WITH OTHER CHARACTERS IN THE ANIME (SUCH AS NYANMI, WANMI, KONMI AND CHUMMI), SEND ME A MESSAGE IN MY DISCORD DM: imdjositoomg

And with this clarified, the Deadline date is March 29, 2025! [THE MAXIMUM DEADLINE IS UNTIL APRIL 3 (Since it is that date where the drawing will be published)]

Let's draw >:3!

[HURRY UP! ONLY A FEW DAYS LEFT!!!]

𝓘 𝓐𝓜 𝓝𝓞𝓣 𝓐𝓑𝓛𝓔, 𝓘 𝓐𝓜 𝓝𝓞𝓣 𝓐𝓑𝓛𝓔!!!

Hello everyone, there are probably only a few people reading this, but honestly it's a good idea to comment on this...

I CAN'T DO IT, I CAN'T DO IT... My Minecraft account was stolen, and it's being sold, my friend is really going to help me buy it on Saturday, I really can't keep drawing and I feel like it's best to retire for now.

I have no appetite to eat, I'm too anxious to eat sweet things, I have a lot of anxiety, I break down crying every now and then, I can't sleep (I have a lot of dark circles under my eyes), I watch YouTube on TV 24/7, I feel like throwing up, I feel like I'm useless...

I honestly feel like leaving this world, I don't think I'll be able to bear everything that's happening to me, this whole week, full of sadness and pain...

PLEASE, WHOEVER CAN HELP ME DESTROY ALL THIS SUFFERING!!!

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1265163837208920096/1307913734521356360/image.png?ex=6740a656&is=673f54d6&hm=b02c7713c2cf91932cf05a0b261b6d57d847cf0df06035bb9f285bdcdedf580e&=

...

𝓜𝓲𝓵𝓵𝓲𝓸𝓷-𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓪𝓻 𝓲𝓭𝓮𝓪-𝓼

(does not involve theft)

1- I'm thinking about starting to do commissions for my art, I mean, I can copy any style (I think), and I'd say I already have experience drawing, so I don't think I'll be that bad at it (I think).

2- I'm thinking about doing a collab of my favorite anime >w<, I'll be preparing those cookies soon (I hope it turns out well)

3- I will make my own oc inspired by kuromi uwu

4- 1 MONTH FOR MY SERIES!!! [FOLLOW TO KEEP UP TO DATE!!!]

(That's all the presentation, guys, for that reason Kuromi should rule the whole world uwu)

𝓡𝓔𝓒𝓞𝓜𝓜𝓔𝓝𝓓𝓔𝓓 𝓟𝓡𝓞𝓕𝓘𝓛𝓔

This is my friend The-DarkZ (or DarkZ), he makes awesome art, and I made him join Newgrounds, so I would like you to support him too :3!!! (He makes AWESOME art!)

𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙧𝙖𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨 (𝙃𝙚 𝙜𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙝 𝙞𝙩)

𝙎𝙐𝙋𝙋𝙊𝙍𝙏 𝙃𝙄𝙈 :𝘿!

𝓚𝓤𝓡𝓞𝓜𝓘-𝓕𝓨 𝓣𝓗𝓔 𝓐𝓡𝓣 𝓟𝓞𝓡𝓣𝓐𝓛!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR THE SUPPORT AND TO Triple-G WHO MADE THIS POSSIBLE FOR ME!!!

I AM VERY HAPPY THAT MY ART IS FASCINATING PEOPLE THAT NOW I WILL TAKE AN IMPORTANT STEP IN THE ART PORTAL!

𝙏𝙃𝘼𝙉𝙆 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙀𝙑𝙀𝙍𝙔𝙊𝙉𝙀!!!